a very good afternoon folks .
just now i scribbled my book , n it turned out i felt depress , angry and somehow i've blamed everything for my state . dat was so uncool . i should not trapped in this situation because ...... idk . .__. n i cried . o well , u thought i was stupid enuf to cry in front of my frens ?? that would be like showing off . u think by urself la . idk fo the wat times i feel like i want to burst out my words , including the most personal opinion because i thought i deserve to tell the world . its just that i dont have the guts . silly + stupid = total moron . .__.
i blamed my life becos it was so phathetic , i blamed my frens becos they had actually influenced me , i blamed myself fo being weak enuf that i fell , o gawd , i blamed everything , remember ?? im trying to be grateful wit wat i've got . (dad always told me to) but i just cant . n some how i do believe that i am a phathetic loser among my frens . haha . maybe thats why i kept my distance to my really bestfren .
im going but im not satisfied cos these word are just a quarter of wat i really want to post . becos i want to care my frens lovely heart that i kept hurting myself . n yes , its my fault becos i was the one who kept decided to care them even they're not . n yes , i feel like i want to curse but i do believe in karma .
thank you .
is it possible that people died from
aching heart ?
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