why does you should be grateful studying in SMESH??

salam and good evening.

in this post,I will be really honest.and honesty means bitchy words.

I have heard most of the student's complains since the first time I studied in SMESH (2006-2010).things like 'jelo poinless betul,mau jua buat perjumpaan' / 'arghhh,aku benci ni sekolah!' / 'kenapa plak UBK bleh kasi tau rahsia kita sama guru2 len??bukan itu privasi kita ka??" / 'ni sekolah mesti kana bagus o,ntah mana semua duit pigi' and stuffs like that.

see,I told you its bitchy and veeeeery true.

but,dont you think you should count on your blessing rather than your misery??so,today I will enlisted SOME of the benefits of studying in SMESH.

• it can expand your network.I mean hello,you are studying with students from all around sabah.
• the teachers in SMESH are very hardworking and commited to help you improve your imrprovement.I heard people telling me that the teachers in ordinary school are not even enter the class.pfffft.
• the ordinary kids think it was AWESOME to study in a boarding school while us,think it was cool to study in an ordinary school.human,they never satisfy.
• your leadership will be really sharpened because most of the school's ceremony was settled by the students with the help of our teachers.
• we get enough religious study in SMESH,dont you agree with me??

there's plenty more but I just want to stop right now.

best memories in SMESH

note : Im sweating alot so please leave if Im too smelly.

I have listed some of my  best of the best memories in SMESH.

• Its maghrib time and we were period.I dont remember who's birthday was it but we're eating a rounded shape cake when Ustazah Rokiah bump in to us.she hit us with a hanger on our sole.lmfao.after she left,when laughed so hard.
• I got 8A's in PMR.
• I started hanging out with dulcie and ray.and then the banned band.
• at the end of year 2009,my BFF and I slept in a dorm,on 3 beds and with a bag of ILLEGAL stuffs.
• I escaped school's event with my friends and never busted.
• cuddling with ray and dulcie on a bed.we talked a lot when we're together.
• Madam Anniza was always stand behind us,the 0610.
• being Miss Wong's mentee.
• have an enormous power as a SUPER JUNIOR SUPER SENIOR.
• owned a single bed.
• hiding in a locker during inspection.
• became a dormmate of C1.1A.
• borrowing my friend's DSLR.
• out to the town without my parent's permission.
• peeling ray's scalp.she has a disease called pshoriasis.
• borrowing my friend's novels.
• making jokes and talked KPOP with pirr.
• girlgirl the junior.
• 5A's year end's party.
• annual dinner 2010 at 1B grand ballroom.
• movie marathon with ayesha and hazieba.
• eating sensei's and Ms As's express foods.
• gathering with the banned band.

Im tired.want to sleep.and Im not backing out from making a cupcake. :)

day 1-my best friend

Day 1 : your best friend.

Sepatutnya hari ini hari ke-2 sudah.lupa aku mau buat post ni taaadii siang.

Here we go!!!

I have 8 very-very bestfriends.7 of it was BANNED BAND ; azwa(aku),ray,dulcie,ummi,gun,Ayesha dan sera.sorang lagi dalam clique lain ; syafirah // bulan.

Aku mula rapat dengan 7 orang tu tahun 2009.sebab aku tersatu dorm sama gun kan.kawan-kawan dia selalu lepak didorm kami so aku join sekali la.lama-lama jadi rapat betul dan akhirnya aku officially ikut-ikut dorang buat kerja gila. :D

2009 was a honeymoon year.apalagi bila hujung tahun suda.memang naik GILA kami didorm aku.tambahan pula form5 2009 semua stay didorm bawah.kira we all la yang paling taiko di dorm atas.waaahaaa!korang kenal katil double decker tu??haaaaa…kami bagi gabung 2 double decker dan satu katil single.korang imagine la 3 katil , 8 orang tidur disana.gila weh!

Setiap hari we all bangun jam 5.30pagi(ehem,we all mesti kosongkan asrama jam 6am).lepas tu lugai-lugai pegi mandi.lugai-lugai pakai uniform.last-last we all kuar asrama ja 6.30am.pengawas di gate tu pun ndak sanggup tunggu kami.

Waktu tu peraturan memang tiada I guess.i tell ya,we all semua bawa benda haram ; handphone,speaker dll.satu beg oo barang haram tu.pakaian,korang jangan cakap la…hotpants,string shirt,kuar dorm freehair.bouy!memang we all gila ooo.(aku la)

Sudah tu,aku lagi muka escape surau.sampai satu masa aku,Ayesha dan gun masuk locker okaayyy semata-mata mau betapuk dari checking.ya allah!memang jajal betul aku time 2009 tau.muka escape ceramah??aku sama dulcie // ray.hoho.memang susah babeng mau jumpa aku time aktiviti sekolah.

Aku ingat lagi,aku baru balik dari camping.aku telepas PAT.time tima tu guna paper EXCEL.sedih aku bila dorang semua macam hell sudah berdisko di dorm,aku lagi masih menghadap buku.jadi dorang bagitaw aku apa soalan yang kuar.thank you you all.I ©you all!

Cerita pasal syafirah pula,ehem.lets just say kami start rapat during KRS.she helped me,a lot! ©

Actually,semua pun aku sayang.batch 0610.aku rindu betul kamu semua.jangan iri hati okayyy.aku chenta kamu semua. :D

DAY 1 , mission accomplished!

aku dalam mood bercerita pasal kenangan. :D

zaman 2009 aku bersi Sekolah Menengah Sains Sabah.

Aku join satu contest ni.macam best la sebab dia minta cerita zaman sekolah kan.suka suka suka. :D kalau berminat,sini linknya

ini dia gambar cik ain sebagai pelengkap syarat.

Diharapkan cik ain tak kira ini dalam senarai 150 patah perkataan ya. J

2009,mula-mula masuk form4 dulu aku teruja betul sebab first year jadi SENIOR.lagipun masih terasa lagi rasa girang dapat 8A PMR.lagipun form4 ni orang bilang masa honeymoon.jadi terus terang la aku ndak ambil kesah betul study aku time ni.jadi aku rasa okayyy la untuk aku COUPLE.

Aku fell in love dengan kawan aku sendiri.dia pun kira open saja tu.jadi kami COUPLE la.bahagia la juga aku.aku memang sayang babeng sama tu boy.tapi,entah mana silapnya kami BROKE UP juga last-last.mungkin aku ni demanding // annoying betul.

Aku break hujung tahun 2009,terus awal tahun 2010 aku minta sambung balik.dia ndak mahu.mulalah kisah EMO aku untuk 2010.aku okayyy saja actually sampailah aku dapat tau dia couple balik.akibatnya,

·         Aku hilang selera makan untuk beberapa bulan.jadi berat aku turun dari 48kg à 42kg.aku ndak suka makan time tu.aku makan secubit / 2cubit saja makanan.kadang-kadang 2 3 hari ndak makan.

·         Aku pendiam betul.kamu bayangkan bila kami semua ketawa,aku saturang saja ditengah-tengah diam.bukan aku sengaja maw kasi tunjuk EMO tapi lagi terukkan kalau aku solo-molo,jadi aku tetap cari juga kawan mau ketawa walaupun aku ndak ketawa.

·         24/7  aku menangis.airmata aku memang tidak dapat berenti.masa aku baca buku boleh-boleh mengalir airmata.after lightoff kan gelap,jadi memang aku menangis sambil sandar ditepi katil.

·         I cut myself.my wrist was scarred.dan aku bilang sama orang gatal-gatal.

·         Study aku jatuh betul.bayangkan dari no. 19 dalam form jadi no. 39??!!aku sebok nangis saja.

·         Kawan-kawan aku terpaksa kasi teman aku 24/7.especially ray dan dulcie.aku terhutang budi dengan dorang.friends forever.

Tapi,lepas dapat tau aku dapat no.39 dalam form aku tiba-tiba tersedar yang aku ni idiot betul.buat apa aku maw sebok-sebok nangis untuk orang yang ndak hargai aku kan??jadi aku memang berazam gila-gila ni.aku buat suma planning untuk naikkan balik result aku.memang aku study 24/7.hasilnya,aku dapat no.8 dalam form waktu TRIAL SBP.7A,1B,1C.satu A+ bebeh!bangga aku!

Aku teruskan saja usaha aku untuk capai 9A SPM.dalam masa yang sama aku pelan-pelan kasi lupa dia.aku memang ada crush time SPM tapi kecewa juga balek lepas tau dia ada gelpren suda.jadi lepas ni aku ndak kesah suda cinta-cinta ni.tunggu dia datang sendiri suda,malas suda aku mau cari.

Pengajarannya,janganlah korang cinta mati sama mana-mana lelaki sebab lambat-laun dia kasi tinggal juga kamu.kecualilah kalau korang betul-betul sure yakin 210% dia sayangkan kamu okayyyy.nanti jadi macam aku.sampai sekarang aku obses berat badan aku.

End of essay.

Minta maaf cik ain kalau lebih 150 perkataan ya.tujuan utama post ni adalah untuk bagi pengajaran untuk perempuan lain.manalah tau pengalaman sama kan?? J LET GO WHEN YOU’RE HURTING TOO MUCH.

Akhir kata,I © you cik ain . J

p/s ; kalau aku dah hafal step how dare you by sistar,aku mau send untuk cik ain tonton. J

oh,aku maw tag siapa ya??

*syafirah ruslan

*albie adzan

*semua yang ada di read lists aku // kawan-kawan didunia nyata.

*kau, ya kau la . yang tengah check2 blog aku ne. :D

saya dengan uncle KFC .

gathering 29dec2010 . (:

credit to encik albie adzan .

i likeeeee the way u edited it .

this is BANNED BAND . :')

god knows how i miss you all . :P

what comes up , must come down .

hello nice readers !

we didnt make it to kundasang . oho , but we did share a lot of stories back in KFC . gila weh , dari jam 11 lebih sampai jam 4 duduk melepak di KFC macam bapak kami yang punya . ceh . dan makan , makan dan makan . 

tiba2 geng PLKN dari KK datang . heeee , quite uncomfortable sebab solo-molo aku dimeja tu . nanti perempuan lain menyampah . :D (bajet banyak kawan hensem kan) 

sudah sudah sudah . 

i taklah rapat sangat dengan diorang so i blah la . balek ruma . (: lagipun , dorang maw dengar ka cerita shopping aku ne hah ?? LOL . tapi , agak kurang puas hati . apa ke heh ko tunjuk2 aku tu qucai ?? buat aku ndak senang seja . (thats the main reason why i blah) . <--- kenapa tiba2 bahasa gedik dalam perenggan ini ah ??

i couldnt find any jeans or wtv i want in my previous wishlist . telampau ramai orang shopping back to school . rimas eh bergesel-gesel sama orang lain . nanti la time budak-budak (bajet perasan besar suda,padahal baru habes SPM) pg skulah baru la I superwoman pegi shopping . (: tapi ada beli juga cosmetic brush , buku addmaths dan majalah RAPI . yeah baby yeah !

okeh la , maw mandi ne . (: sejuk . tata .

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big gathering before PLKN

hello nice readers .

so , i organized (and ray actually) a gathering in our beloved urban town , pekan ranau .

objective : to celebrate?? and hang out with 0610's students from ranau before the chosen one go to PLKN .
venue : pekan ranau , possibly kundasang .
activities : a part from KFC , there's nothing else . if we go to kundasang , we will go to MESILAU , KUNDASANG WAR MEMORIAL , possibly NATIONAL PARK . :D kalau jadi la ya .
date : 29 dec 1993 2010 AKA Wednesday .
attendance :

azwa mislan

fareha marshanda <3

OYB mohammad syafiq ahadin

albie adzan

mischele evy

alenda natalia

doodlez ahang

edilah johany

hani hasinin

isamuddin ismail

fazeamin chawfa

picto not found ; DAVE SHYLVEN .

to buy lists ;

• acid wash straight cut jeans
• a pair of heels and ballet shoes (flat shoes ah)
• buku kerja addmaths .
• remaja/rapi/seventeen
• baju murah di milimewa harga rm10 .
• eyeshadow di milimewa juga . well , probably pegi pakai tester dia seja terus blah  :D
• blusher
• berus eyeshadow di lot10 .

oh well , i've been missing to done some revision . i miss addmaths the most . heee , im not lying . there was not a single addmaths work book except the andrew choo's because i left it all at school . oh , menyesal juga ya . looks like banyak pula I nak beli ni , maybe terpaksa strike heels dan jeans . kalau murah jeans tu , i will undo the strike . i asked for advanced payment from my boss and managed to get rm60 . not much but okeh la dari rm50 seja . my gaji is just RM100 . syukur la daripada tiada kan ??

pengakuan ye , jeles okeh tengok gathering blogger di peninsular . oh , jealous juga dengan mini gath WASABER . entah bila la cik azwa ne nak terjoin kan gathering gini ni . duit belum masyuk lagi la kat nuffnang . nanti senang la maw bayar tambang pegi KK . dan bajet untuk DSLR sayang . huuu ~

sneak peek SPM

zdravo !

i uploaded some of the annual dinner's picto plus some random snapshots. enjoy !

me and mum were in the fitting room . see that white dress ?? im about to buy it but cancelled . which was i regretted .

big mirror in dorm D.1.3

the night before history's paper . there was impossible for another subjects to be on the bed except it was the subject for tomorrow . :)

during SPM , tetiba saja status jumarey bertukar kepada 'in a relationship with' jacintha . i mean , we were shocked , ya know ?? dah dekat setahun dah gosip dorang tu , time SPM la juga maw umum . haha . flooded terus mukabuku . heee ... inilah doraemon comel si jacintha . :D i miss ur silly jokes .

from the outdated readers digest

me and my darling , dulcie j david .

kami di luar dewan selepas habis bilogy paper 3 .

this is ayu izzaty roynie . she know my secrets .

this is ummi fauzianul husna . she is a LION . auuuummmm !

this is hazieba hamdan . she woke me up on 3am and was crying . aku yang pucat2 . thank you for believing me . (:

setiap hari balik dari sekolah , beginilah view dia .

tempat 'last touch' untuk pelajar puteri SMESH .

hee .. posing mampus .

ini tempat naik tangga ke dorm selama 2tahun lebih selepas migrasi dari aspuri ke aspura . 

ini kitty sensei norizan . chomel ke ?? chomel lagi saya kan ?? :D

background nya , chantek sangat !

christmas tree di 1B . heeee . blurry ya .

my super-special-darling .

this is my super-super-special-darling .

from left ; fareha , dulcie , azwa amanina .

ayesha and fareha .

they were both gorgeous !

i miss your joke sayang . 

huduh !

i love her , she was my biology teacher AKA class teacher of 5A which was mine . :D

i miss you miss zuhrin . i miss your caliber !

tak apa la , walau pun kertas A4 print black and white seja . yg penting , makanannya !

paling sedap black pepper lamb chop nya . ohmyg ! i want it again . kenyang aku ne weh .

:D

i finished this butter alone ! seeedaaappp .

number meja kami . (: 

our very-so-sponsored cake . rasanya memang rasa cake mahal .

we are the BULANS ! (: bulan di ranau dan bulan di KK .

from left ; dulcie , azwa , ayesha , fareha , hazieba , syahirah , ayu izzaty .

we are the BANNED BAND !

tiada dalam gambar ; ummi fauzianul

tengok , kedai-kedai di 1B dah tutup dah , kami seja yang minta puji maw begambar . 

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